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1. |
Le Jour Ou tu Partiras
03:47
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Track — Le Jour Où tu Partiras
In the magic
of the first days
We had said words of love
What about?
The eyes we cry
What about?
The love in my sad eyes
You are only tear of God
Would you still lah me, against these sneer of odds?
Touch my body and heal your own?
In the magic
of the first days.
We both have grace for memories
What about?
Nights I bleed, while you sound asleep
What about?
The love i carry within
If there's a cure,
I'll heal when I see you heal
Use my daughter's hand to crayon the unseen
When the ship departs,
son, it must leave
Gentle with the fever on the winds
Raging with the unheard sorrows of the sea
Nothing lasts forever
I would say am sick of being sick
But even death has its own defeat
We're all droppings
Our flowers fleet
Dear friend,
When it gets heavy,
Belle sings me her maiden melodies
My soul stretches through lonely fields
My soul quietens when my bones hurt too deep
In the magic
of last days
I only wish for joy and grace
When I return dis soul back to the essence
Knowing that I touched souls
Beyond sophisticated boulevard and dusty villages
Holding my shadow against the candlelight
I give you nothing but my soul
Thankful,
for all the love I got when I was down
I stand tall against decoy of sealed fate
When it comes,
It'll find me breathing like a god in his element
Soul survivor
If I touch poems, golden Midas
What about?
Things we carry inside us.
What about?
When I grow too weary,
let me soul find rest far from here —.
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2. |
Burreau De Chase
03:01
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Track — 53 & 54 (Barreau de Chaise)
Nishafumanwa na hii fani
Nishaundwa kuishi zaidi ya mavumbini,
ingawa body hudhoofika
Wanasema huu mwili ni cladi
Wanasema kuishi ni vipindi vya kubadilishiwa rangi
Kuna mvua mafichoni
Kuna, jua ya kukausha maumbile ya udongoni
Nishaifungwa kwa hii jela
Ya kujitazama kwenye macho ya sinema
Nishaitunzwa na ufunguo
na ufunuo,
kuongoza macho dhidi ya mapitio ya kujutia
Kuishi nka pumzi ni wosia
Juu kila day, juu ya ground...
Juu bila wisdom, juu ya doubt...
Juu bila frame, picha hii labda itajudgiwa na flaw
Kuna life zaidi ya nyumba ziko broken
Zaidi ya nzi zinakufia glesi za beer, usiku mom ako on her knees bended
Zaidi ya do or die
Flee or flight,
Nishaguzwa wire flani ndani ya soul
Stemi, najifunza ibada ya nafsi na roho
Siongei tu, naumba life nikitumia uliko, yo bless your soul
Nishafunzwa na life,
Kitaa chuo walimwengu
Nishaugua nikajitazama uso chini ya candlelight
Nishakosea sana
Nikajifunza kuishi bila weight ya lawama begani
Nishaijiinua from a life broken,
Nafsi imejifunza me gi through the journey
Nishajifunza dua, love tena kufariji kwa kuangazia wengine mema, ni imani.
54.
Okra pods exploding
Birds and bees, serenade the sunflowers
Nineteen, ninety three, the weather be a little foggy
The birth on the air
There's love to be here
Trees away with the winds
The Lake swells her belly
The earth soaks forever planting the days
These are the days of our glory
We are named after love
after marvelous crown of the craft
We are named after small boats carrying memories
Like quiet storms bubbling where miracles thrive
These are fallen leaves
Gone into the wind, singing melodies
These are life held together by dreams
The tick tock clocking on the sleeve
The playfield
The boundless theatre in the minds
The small holes of music
The icon soul,
Never soul, never bought,
Invisible wonder, natural mystic flows
Red millet head crown the hills at home
The green grass
The steel bells
The ink pens, the trek through the distance
The memory verse
The folklores
The stories that became our hearts
The blisters
Of folks bleeding to put a smile on our face
The joy of life
when there never used to be a fence
That separates us from them
They from us
I from everyone else
And life was beautiful
If they ever said how the glass was full
I tell them, it's all in the eye
A grateful soul, knows the gift of life
Is sharing the love that's you.
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3. |
IAM
04:14
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Track — IAM (Rich forever)
I just wrote my soul...
Thinking how my homies, hold me down
Buya, Mike Wudz, Reki, Truth I hope I made you proud
And all da people da listen
All my people da givin
Me love,
I give you nothing but my soul
Thinking my boogie roses on my thorns
I had you, so I want on own
Sending me love, you gotta hear on my song
I have been carrying roses
for the things that died and left
Don't hear your soul cry in pain?
Carrying these scars,
Purple flowers for the boy I eulogize,
A day in the life,
when that stone fell on grandpa's casket
Then home became a lonely place
Instead of dinner
and laughter
and flowers
All I hear is her tears falling on the bible page
How could life be so beautiful, it's tragic?
How could love be so blue, playing my melancholy?
Another night
with fireflies
mourning in my chest
That's why I don't speak
I'd rather leave my tongue bleeding on the piano,
cause that's how best I breathe
Another beeping noise by the hospital bed
I hear my soul mourn on sirens
Another child of fate
for all the joy and grace
Another breath
of me looking deep into myself
I couldn't heal one bit,
so I let the feathers blow my soul away
Couldn't even hold my daughter
Across the belly of the universe,
I place my bets
Cause everyday I feel alive
And all I could wish is for life to be gentle with her
To cherish her beautiful soul,
to bless her with all my love
How could love be so red, it glows blue?
I remitted a year,
thought finally the weight is over
A cage of worms,
ballads for wars that claimed my best soldiers
In the eye of the sky
I spoke languages
that only the broken knew?
Yet I could only pen
my lips with beautiful silence
I stained the journey of my soul
(Starry Nights)
Maybe one day
the world may feel my soul
Where stars shine and the universe is reborn
I'm sad and I know
Romi asked where do we go when the wings don't fly no more?
I've slipped ashes through my fingers
I even promised after 22, i will never cry
Maybe after, one by one,
my white cells unfold
and I become
another bad weed growing in the garden of scars
I wrote the world soul
Symphonies of bad weathers
Yet everytime I listen to my tracks I only see my grandma's face
Maybe I failed
Maybe this is how we was meant to trade our pain
Maybe every stroke emptied my canvas
Maybe cancer was no horoscope
Maybe it's the lethal flaw I couldn't survive
Maybe I would never know why
my own body blooms, only for me to die
Maybe grandpa still works in the yard with Mozart stringing in the background
Maybe you and me should have forgotten the past
Like the nights your flames died
You shown me the door, and I didn't even cry
Cause I've been profoundly abandoned, so maybe that's why
when you left, I drowned in my void but didn't die
I never had much
I lived thru awful times, looking for a cure in love
How much?
Can a body survive,
terrible flaws?
Broken in ways I couldn't hide,
maybe I was just looking for a place to call home
Maybe our odds fell
And the record got stuck with stories we couldn't even tell
Maybe I should have stopped howling at every moon I named after my mother
Cause memories are deaths
And deaths carry your fate like that slimy slug,
them tumours have been digging open my grave
And maybe one day when my wounds meet by the river
Body you and me wouldn't be strangers
Sometime the cracks on the earth remind me of the holes I cannot fill
Like my chest gaping,
reflecting for the stories I couldn't spit
Time forgets
Clocks defect
The space churns the slow grind of a body that leaves me all defenseless
Maybe I dreamt too much
When I stare at the sun,
my own shadows leave me behind
Maybe I slept on my mind
Cause these things in my head could put beauty to a tragic grind
Stabs on the canvas
Ropes on a strange fruits,
of an author who couldn't put his name on the covers
They say roots bleed the most
But we only see the blood left after the leaves fall
This could be me
or you on the other side of the dial tone
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4. |
Dear Mama III
04:53
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Track - Dear Mama III
|Verse 1|
Dear Mama,
Usiku flani, Two Oh Seven, karibu udie na asthma
Nilipanick, nikikuwipe machozi kando ya kitanda
Uchungu wa mzazi me ndio nilifeel mwana
Au kuzaliwa kwangu ndio ilikuletea blunder?
Nilijiuliza maswali kadhaa, nafsi yangu ikachoka sana
Vita iko akilini baba ni mzazi au baba no jina
Kwa nini ulipoteza brothers zako, nyumbani kukakosa breadwinner
Sijui nilizaliwa kwa makosa au nilikuletea faraja?
Wazazi wako ndio wakakuwa wangu, kufa na kuzikana
Nikabreakdown vibaya ukanikumbatia
Kwa soft whispers ukanambia, "Aheri kendageni babana!"
Ukasema namfanana babu, nilipozaliwa nilikuwa your gift hamper
Ukaniambia days huget better
Sis alikuwa toddler, sidhani alijua machozi ilimwagika
Sikulaumu sweet mama
We ndio malkia, na Bevy ndio First Runner's
Tumesurvive winter, tukafarijiwa na summer
|Hook|
Sometime
Somewhere
Someplace
I will never find another like you, mama
Cause forever it's you
I'll always love you
|Verse 2|
Dear Mama
Historia hujirudia, gurudumu sa ni langu kuliskuma
Future haijulikani, so tunategemea maybe hadithi za jana
Siku flani kwa wodi nilikuwa nimelazwa
Pain ilikuwa too much
Madawa hazifanyi kazi, body ikashindwa kujizuia
Nakufa mommy, kabla hata sijakutunza
Kabla sijaleta shahada, already ninamwaga unga
Ndoto zangu zinaniasi,
Mashini zinabeep ICU, afya yangu imevunjwa glasi
Damu inaongezwa kwa tubes
Mitaani kila mtu ako blue
Wanangoja ripoti, madaktari hawana clue
Kwa gazeti na habari, saratani ina mbaya mbiu
Wanasema survivors ni wafew
"No baby, not you,
Niko by your side. Hakuna kitu siezido for you!"
Sometimes,
Siamini nikifikiria hadithi yangu
So dear Mama
Nimeishi life uchungu lakini love yako ilikuwa fortunes
Ndio nikaandika barua nibless you
Imani yako ndio hunihold down, soul food
I feel sorry
Juu bahati mbaya imegeuza life yangu sad stories
Siku unasoma hii, smile mama, si unajua nakuadore
Nitakuja very soon, na usikalie nikitoka baado nitarudi home
Love yangu very deep
Ninakumiss Mama Gloria, ninakuenzi kila day, ninapray
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5. |
Si Tu M'aimais
04:48
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Track — Ask for Help (Si Tu M'Aimsis)
You hide how you feel
Too scared to show you're real
Thought of rejection makes you ill
Always guessing, always stressing how to heal
I've been prayin', never stayin'
Too far away
Never judging, always trusting you'll hear me say
You don't have to cry by yourself
Swallow your pride, ask for help
You don't, you don't have to lie to shield yourself
You'll be alright, yes, you can ask for my help
Ask for my help
There seem to be a shadow
Everywhere my mountains go, it's there with me
Used to put the past into the ground
Then watch the brown grass reflect the ashes in the clouds
Used to book our mistakes with the grief of doubt
Now everywhere you go
the weeds hang over your head
Reminding you of your deep slumber on the rusty nails
Used to be flowers awakening on the inside
Used to be dinner, prayers and family time
Now it's a dance of strange stones on the rope
Trying to spread the wings where dead hopes go
Used to be soul to soul
Not mirrors and broken glass on the sidewalks
Used to be love, from the soils where bones grow
Used to know how to heal
Than silence of the plague
Used to be love, that words couldn't sketch
Used to be breath for breath
Not screenshots of weathered souls without grace
Used to be a hug away from healing
Now every one has their thorns, their own bleeding
Now everyone is caught up with the fence
gates,
drowning in the flames
the shield of dying moths in the mind
the grief of broken dreams only the sad moon knows
the taste of your cries
flaws of a degenerate
Used to be some hope
Now it's the cross hanging facing hills of fallen gods
Now we hang by
Stuck, wishing you would die
Used to be a road
Now we wear darkness on our sleeves
Only blades swim familiar with how we feel
Only the sad butterflies crack through their blindness in our envy
Now we break bare,
while love watches nearby
Now we open sad and be lucky if we survive
Prayers used to seem to work
Now they are
stuck in braille,
only demons keep you company on the roof of your head
Used to be a remedy
from the flowers we pick for them that fight breathing
now they go,
each day there's a pain that keeps digging
now we hide behind validation and social experiments
now we open the purse and put on our disguise
now we build acts and play our tragic dramas
Used to be love
Used to be help
Used to be a lean on me, when you need a friend
Now they torch your spirits behind the keyboard
Now they struggle too,
Now they might care when they bury you
Used to be pain
Now you survive things that kill you slow
Quick by the clock
the heart cries,
the mind puzzles with the tropes
tragic,
plugged in
pills,
and endless therapies
before the sun fades
there's a bone breaking
Used to seem to be a fix
now we gear with the mechanics
use ourselves to trick the machinery
Used to be embraced,
Now we tag every rejection we ever dealt
Used to be a place you could call home
Used to be a homie you could run to
Used to be a shadow you could sit under
Used to be a mind to gather your thoughts
Now home is a grave
And homies are broken
And shadows hang heavy, ready to fall
And the mind is your greatest pain
Used to get healed
Now the universe is sick and it can't cure its own DNA
Used to be a place you could run to on the inside
Now it's war,
the body became a strange battlefield
Used to be a home
Now we build walls to hide our graves
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6. |
One More Chance
03:03
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Track — One More Chance
And I never thought that it could have been
(Once I seen it with my own eyes, I will never guess again)
I'm gone need some time just to take it in
(Cause it's hard for me to swallow, but even harder for me to bottle)
Dear mother of two
Why does your eyes sing blues
Why does your cries leave bruises
And why
And why do you try so hard and still
And still feel like you losing
You haven't had a breakthrough yet
That's respect
Guessing what comes next
would
Build you up to be more complex
Is that you?
Perfect as a statue
Reminding me of my mom's
Calm even when the storm comes
You'll never run away from fears but face them
Even when in tears
You're amazing to me
Pretty smile like my sister scar
You been through the worst
But ain't went that far
Dear Ms. Broken Heart, can I fix you a drink?
You can take a sip from my healing thoughts
And I will show you the way from being lost
Introduce you to the beauty I see in your soul
Be my comforting muse in these songs
Been on a shock when I first got the news
For like 15 minutes i didn't move
I just sat there opened, jaw dropping
Pretending that it wasn't true
And if it was I wondered what could I do
I watch the phone dial itself and fade out
And your voice rang on my head like a proof
I heard the words that caused my nerves to burn inside
They were,
"Babe, Jay died last night."
I let a sound of a broken heart
Like a body just crushed
For those who who've grown attached
Only to have to let go so fast
It was so sad cause
He was so young
He was so loved, but
I know he no longer in pain
Maybe we'll see each other again
But until then,
He will be missed, dear soul give us strength.
I know that life ain't fair
Believe me, I felt the pain from your heart
It still hurts right here
I just wiped your face with my palm
Never thought his life will be gone in just 10 years
Even though you're not here in the flesh
Through striving in life
Your memories will forever remain till our own deaths
And I feel you'll remember to keeping your mommy strong
It's a hole left in this life
When we look in the skies
I know that we will never forget
The love that you gave, the time that you spent
Making sure that your little sister was safe
You can never replace
A beautiful heart as yours
I just need you to walk free into the doors from pain
We love you Jay,
Well never forget
The love that you gave
The time that you spent
Boy, if you stroll by give my Mira a kiss
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7. |
Tears On My Pillow
04:20
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Track — Outro (Tears on my Pillow Case)
Born out of odds
I would have never walked out my mama's door
June when the winds blow
That's why my mind sparkle with the pollen chalk
Deep to the soul
Where rivers run deep and flow
Cross pollinate that with the fire I been through
A little cute with flaws,
beautiful with a heart of gold
While blood still flows through me,
I bleed and I breathe,
That's what survivors do
I'm tying ribbons on my finger penning my vows
I ain't want cancer to find me broken on my knees
When it comes,
it'll find me high on the mountain top
With every obstacle I ever survived beneath my broken sole
Crawling on my grandma's floor
To table-walking,
To gibberish, sleeping on the baby cot
Hall of fame
Kodak films and memories,
pictures on the wall
Spoke less more than my eyes could tell
Black and white rice on the telly
When I vibe,
The journey of the butterflies blooming inside the belly
93
Mind detour
"Where you from?"
I take you to a place inside my grandma's only eye left
I asked her if she will never stop to see me
As beautiful,
Smiled and said,
"Like the earth watching the mirror in the skies,"
So even though I was left
To break even from tainted beginnings of shame
I know a place where love lives
Where pain mingles with departed dreams
But still, embrace me with the cherishing of a rose
That's why my first syllables of love be, ma-ma
(Maria ma ma-ma)
(Maria ma ma-ma)
And it daent mean I love my mama less
I can pick your seed from a crowd of grains
If I could, I would
Hold you to the sun, flower
Ma see yourself in my daughter's face
That's why when I write, it's an epic sketch
I want no more victory
Than triumph over these faulty flaws of my body
I want no more glory
If I can't dance in the rains that make your eyes wet
Cloudy like mine
Brave,
Is baring your wounds, healing from the inside
Courage is the laughter in our cries
Inspiring lives, in a way we cannot define
The world is weary on its death bed
They call us broken jars of clay
I bring you flowers
If you feel alone,
here you can hold on to mine
I'd break so many hearts
If I could tell,
everything I been through
So maybe some stories I'll never find their names
(ini ya moua moua moua)
(ini ya moua moua moua)
Since they gave me time
I lived like a ticking clock,
grief bubble in the fuse
Strength,
is the taste of grace in every breath
Alone left behind,
drawing a journey on the sands
Everyday it kills me carrying this body inside this shell
Everyday it pains me missing every loved one that left
A better place cannot be worse than here
But what's worse than living your worst fears?
(ini ya moua moua moua)
(ini ya moua moua moua)
I ain't write these
Like a broken record, to whine and complain
I frame these
Like master strokes
If they touch you,
then am a genius with my blindfolds on
They say when you carry your mortality,
time is a tragedy,
and trauma grinds you to the core
So next time when you gather again
To send back Morse code in form of fallen friends
I hope the universe walks with you in the rains
I hope that memories ain't just some fading flames
I hope that you nurture
And let love find you where you soul wanders
We talk through virtual spaces
And choke by own breaths behind wallflowers and fences
"What's on your mind?"
A blank stare of a user's interface
Concealers reveal never the hidden pains
In boys clubs and girls glam,
the darkness is stifled away
Baby showers,
Then black tees, pictures, shinning caskets and eulogy
Some people end their days
Are they cowards or misunderstood?
Invisible or trying to grow beyond these forsaken roots?
I have so many reasons to live
And many reasons to die,
feel the ironies collide
Some say it could be worse
Fortunately,
sometimes I have strong people behind me
And most days I feel broken and lonely
Came to me out of nothing
So when you hear this
Do you think I can take you to a place where a soul can heal?
Here take mine
From here to where the universe grows our seeds!
And you who listens, to this album, do you think that it speaks to you?
Mantra
Home of soul.
And everyone who done leave, sincerely missed
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8. |
Kodhi
05:07
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Track — Kodhi
I guess. I guess I am ready for the rest of it.
They say you only get to write one story, one poem, thereafter you circle the flower with your algebra trying to tell your story in many breaths.
Here's mine:
Onyuola ayudo ka mzae pod ngima
Ja-plan pod goro,
Frank pod ler, okew Koguta, osiep Maria
Kor got e kind kite
Rapuch Guya Nya-Ndori puro pidho ji tee
Mwalo Ka-Rabuor
Tobia pod ogenore gi jaode ma-Awuor
Onyuola ayudo Jay thietho piny mabor
Otis pod tiegre bende piny mabor
Kosogo thurgi mamana osoke wer kendo gedo
Sigoti tie God-Mesa,
Nyakach Ogero,
piny Diang'a K'Owuor kod Ondiek Chilo
Agoli e chunya, gop nenda
Agolo ka chiw, ramich piny mang'ongo
Ka chando ropi, golie dhogi,
Del adhola, madonjo miyi songa yot
Mawuok gonyi omboha, sama ombulu mienyo
Onyuola ayudo mama pod tin
Lekne duto mag somo maber alwaro piny
Minwa Nya-sipot, osiepa mos,
awuoro kaka ich mara nenochwanyi
Onyuola aneno Akinyi lera pod nitie
Japuonj somo matek dwabedo bende jathieth
Odumbe ni gi gweth
Fredy nigi lost tapes,
dreams of making dope records way back then
Kinde no dala ne pod nigi mor
Kendo maup wuora oguyo pie
Kindeno Sondo rach, lweny bende ger
Kindeno stima pok oket Odino gi Jo-Konoike
Kindeno Store-Pamba pod nitie
Jomapuro puro, jong'iepo bende nitie
Kindeno nyiri matin emapod negamo remo neno dwe
Omiyo kuom jii mang'eny
Ne an mana chwanyruok achwanya,
ikawa mana ka mistake
Jomajari jari
Jomayanyi yanyi
Kakikia Wuonu dongionge thuru be
To jomoheri heri,
piri mamuol nyaka nindo kwanyi be
Apon aromo gi bap dwele ranga dani mwalo
Tomra,
Lera wang'e otimo luoch
Raballa Ja-klas, ngire, bend siredo otamo winy ewii got
Yawuoyi nayombo pep, sama piem oneno
Omiyo aneno sama kwara kwano yawuote e kul,
to an bende an siro,
rwath donge an koda loch!
Ochuka kaninindo chunya nenoyudo buok
Wende ayiem pod parona yik mari e bugo
Osiepna neniler
To chunyi bende ler
Osiepna nenimor
Awuoro piny jomotho ma ok dane wang'i kendo
Nenijahera, jang'ad bura mowinjore be
Ja-plan nenageni,
Deherona dwadak aming'a, wadhie bayo piny ragen
Apon ayiko bao moting'o Otis koda Jay
Ngima ne tek, ahaw bang' minwa katedo piny mawendo
Thagruok kod dhao mosiko, keny maonge geno
Ka dhao oromo meru,
To ditimri nade, to in man rawera mobigo?
Apon apiro omera matin,
kod nyamera bende bang' kinde mathoth
Kamoro ne lit,
Koth chwe wating'o osigo wapondo gi mama piny ne lich
Omiyo mama inie hono,
atimoni mos kuom masira manolwar kuomi
Miyo ng'ama lich
Minwa ne chalo mana chuny motwe
Minwa ne piny ogo boks,
maonge geno, be en mana lamo kod wer
Apon akalo tembe te
Chuny machwer gi iye, but I still smile on my face
Soul survivor,
Ditinde an liel
Ditinde an lowo gi msalaba mar simiti e wiye
Kapod in dhano
In lowo,
in chuodho,
in sigana migano
Kapod obopi gamo yamo
To chunyi kwang' e i ataro
In buru,
in buya,
in ringre miyang'o
Ka pod remo ringe dendi
In tipo,
in kuoyo,
in mana yawo maduono
Apon gi denda man kod tuo gi rem
All my life I been in pain
Jachwech ng'uenyo anywang' marateng
Kikuro idonge thim,
They say some stories you take to the grave
Since they doubted my pen
I've been here scribing genius,
with my flowers facing the blades
Apon abedo Wuon Awuor
Dineonge midekre ditinde sigandwa mil e polo koda dwe
Dineonge wichkuot
Ditinde wasiemo kama chieng' aluongoni dala,
an aana nyathi nyaguok
Apon tinde an dhano
Masira sando chunya, gimawachi emaonge
Akuro tinde an ng'ato
Ng'amasira onge
Sometimes I look deep in the the skies
and only see my mama's face
And her mama's face
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9. |
You're My Angel
04:44
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Track —You're My Angel
Ever stood on your broken limbs,
Your flowers died and you should have gone with old dreams
Swallowed your tongue, homie, to taste your own medicine
Dropped your chest in the pit,
so you won't break down and cry
Heard, "Hello," instead of, "Goodbye,"
From the outside,
Crying with Adele
Things we don't say,
do they grow monsters on the inside?
Red flags from both sides
Fait acompli
When life checks you with empty decks,
then you know the cards are wild
When your soul holds on
But your body be like, "I won't comply"
Ever loved broken
The ones you hold close, same ones you let get away
And love feel like procain, you're wounded
Ever looked in the mirror and turned salty
Looked back but everything is ruins,
rubble buried in too deep
Swept your head with the clock as time widens the drift
Raised your dreams
From the dead
Walked on fire, did untold things
blades through you so you could live for your kids
Ever wished you would have done different
Changed the script before the first syllable in preface
Ever wished your sins would have been forgiven
Instead of carrying pain you hafi let it go with the rains
Jumped to the hole inside you
Night life comes during the daylight
Starlight,
burnouts and lonely nights
Ever wondered why we here
If you bleed, you alive is that sincere
If you pill, you still die, there ain't no cure
Ever put a knife in people you claim that you love
Promised them a home
then give them battle cries
I've got bars for brothers
Candy and flowers for the sisters
I've got love for mama
No doubt sometimes I wish I had a father
Grew up in war with mama
but still survived
Flew out the nest with broken wings through the vagaries of life
Forgave yourself
Cause even though you failed you tried
Healed yourself
For the pain you keep inside
Ever got so close
Flat lines on the screen
Panic on the room that broke yo mama soul
Ever been left by the sidewalks
No tears
No cries
No fears
I just be rolling the dice
No filters
No doubt I got a beautiful soul inside
Tragic story bloodwritten by the ink
Ever thought about your life
changing by the thread
Grind in the field everyday but you can't break no bread
Fight yo demons only for them to bring more flames
Sent calls of distress
Angels dying on the roof,
your bruised knees on the concrete floor
Ever put on these heavy shoes
And the laces feel like they strangling with sad blues
Wrote till the pulse stopped
Bled dust, blades of grass and cold stones
Ever lost it all
And wished it never began at all
Pushed a loved one on the gurney
Lowered another down the hole that swallows our memory
Held your newborn babies in your arms
One breathing and held another still born,
do you cry or laugh at life's sick humour
From paychecks
To dry mouths, to pace-make
From back in the day
To days like these
From first class
To third grade, turned that tumor to a lemonade
From nobody on the food chain
To turning words into miracles whenever you pray
From friends who become family
To blood ties that bootcamp when you in need
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Everything
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Track – Everything
Maua: bustani
Kioo: kilio, faraja na ujio wa kuotoka mbali
Hali?
Njema tu, nafsi
Wakati mwingine, si ati
uhai kuishi
Moyo: bonde lipi
utakuonea huruma?
Maisha: chini yaa jua, hali?
Sometimes, sio njema
Je, taabu ina manufaa?
Je, maisha ni tamthilia ya kujifunza tu?
Je, ukifumba macho kuna tu giza?
Au
Kuna, mafikra
Makumbusho
Ya kwamba,
Hisia, utu, maumbile, maumivu
Na tena, hila ni wa kila mtu
Maovu, hivi matukio ya mauti kazi yao nini?
Au,
au ni malipo, ya pumzi?
Malipo ya dhambi ya kurithi?
Siku,
unakwisha kuwa mtu, unageuzwa body tu...
where do we go from here?
where's home?
what's love?
(got to do with this?)
what's life?
what's death?
What's dying having not lived?
What's living, just to die?
What's,
What's all of this?
Is it nothing?
Are we, something?
Who are we?
What are we?
What are these?
These things, these people we are?
Why?
Why me?
Why you?
Why not you, or me?
Question.
Questions.
Answers.
More questions.
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Ochuka Nairobi, Kenya
Omondi Ochuka is a Kenyan poet, visual artist and thinker whose literary flare spans ages beyond his time. From an early
age, he displayed an adept intimacy to books.
He's been defined by critics as abstract, rich in metaphor and symbolism; a Saul William-esque pen with a cryptically profound nature. Fused with classical verses and Hip-hop, he gyrates words into a web of intricate melodies
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